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If there is one thing I hate that would doing things @ the last minute, especially if that has to do with finanial Aid. I for one have a brother that just asked me last night while I was having a stomach virus to help him with his finanial Aid that is do in tomorrow. Then when I ask him Y he waited till the last minute he goes :Hello I had 2 jobs and school." Then I would say hello what about all the mondays u had off so that I could of help u. But no he goes and pulls a low blow and says "well u weren't helping mami finanially, I'm the one that had to get too jobs." When he said that I had to keep from running to punch him cuz he don't know about a lot of crap.He don't know what I do cuz he's not with me or mami. He doesn't want to spend time with us. He the one with an attitude problem. He's also the cause for me high blood pressure. And I had spoken to mami bout him getting 2 jobs & she said that she never asked him to do that. If I remember correctly she asked him to quit countless times cuz of school. Too me he misunderstands to many things. And he makes me so mad when he takes low blows like that cuz he thinks he knows everything when he don't. He acts like he knows me but he doesn't cuz he don't ever want to spend time. I know he's caring but he is to childish to even know the real world if he just goes through life without learning.

Work

Have you ever gone to work and wondered "why I'm I really here" Sometimes this comes to mind and I wonder if what I do is really what I want to do. I see people or rather hear people say what they do isn't what they wanted to do in the first place, but just fell into it. In all honesty I would much rather not be one of thoses people that wonders the rest of their life. So hopefully I'll have an empathy and realize what I really what to do.

Pants and belts

Whenever I go out, I try not to pay much attention to people around me expect for the important things in life. Anyway today I went to the mall with my mom walked around and looking. Well later we got hungry and grab a bite to eat. Well as we were seated I started eatting my food when all of sudden this guy gets up and I see his butt. All I could do was gasp and be like "Why is it always me" . I some how have a magnet for these things. And it always makes me angry that guys walk around with there pants half falling off. Is it so hard to get a pair of pants that fit or a belt. I mean theses guys must think they look sexy but to me they look a hot mess. One if theses days I'm going to scream "Wear a BELT!!!" LOL.

The Last Song

I will admit that I like to read books. Books hold in it different world that have yet to be explored. So last weekend i bought The Last Song from Nicholas Sparks, who by the way has awesome books. Anyway I finished the book in 7 days and it was the best one yet. It basically about a girl named Ronnie who is shipped off to her dad's for the rest of summer and finds love and heartache. Just reading the book made me kinda relate the character in some ways. But it was such a more touching books than the rest of his other books. If you haven't heard of this author or just don't remember just check out his website @ NicholasSparks.com and u'll find the trailor to some of his books that became movies and the list of books that he has written.

A night Out

The average person that goes out usually may go out to dinner, movies, bars or clubs. Well for the few that include me that don't like to drink or are into the club scene, there's not much to do were i live. For instance me & a friend went out to get our nails done, which took forever. Then we went out to dinner. Doesn't sound like anything was wrong so far. But when we went to go to the movies they already started. They didn't have any late viewing. So from there we went for a drive and started looking for places that were open that didn't include a bar. We finally ended up finding a 24 hour Walmart that was 5 towns over from where we live. From there we took goofy pics and texted them to people. So in the end the night wasn't a total lost from what other people would do. Thus u can have fun without drinking.

Health Care

Yesterday a change was made in the health care Insurance industry. Now people will have more excess to insurance. So far I dont know what to make of any of it. I'm not sure if things will get better or what. Anyway, insurance companies have always gotten me mad because I try to get certain medications for people and they end up being denied. What's sad that lead up to getting more insurance for people is that it took someone dying. That is so sad.

Cheating

We have all heard the stories of Tiger Woods cheating and some of us have wondered what the hell was going through mind. Well today I was driving and the radio started talking about cheating. Some listener called in saying that people who cheat on there on spouse do because they don't love them and then some of them say that they cheat because they don't love them but because they were confused. All I had to say to that comment to that comment is I want a divorce. Because if your going to cheat then who's to say that your not going to do it again. I don't care if u say I love u baby or what. The thing is you shouldn't of done it in the 1st place. And if u did love your spouse then u wouldn't of done it. But for all the couple that can go back to there partner & forgive and forget great for u. But my point is that if your in a relationship with a person that is cheating on you maybe it time to move on to someone that will appreciate u more and really know what the term commitment means.

Time

Time is something that most of crave for, whether it for school, work, or home life. But in reality it it something that is very hard to come by. We as people have so much to do in one day that it's nearly impossible to fit it in, to the point that we become so obsess with time. And when we obsess on time we become so stressed out that it just damages other parts of our life. So for people that stress over time, including myself why don't we take a breather an experience what like has to offer at the moment and just live life.

Water

Everyday people drink water from all over the world. But for people that live in well developed countries they would never give water a second though. What most or some people may not realize is that everyday in poor developed countries they struggle to get clean drinking water. Water is not something that is easily attained for everyone. People in poor countries have to drink contaminated water that could kill them easily, whereas in richer countries they have the techniology to purify water. Only 2% of the world is drinkable water,whereas the rest salt water or just plain dirty. So hopefully people that read this come realize that something as little as water should not be taken for granted.

Plastic Surgery

Everyday in America people are getting plastic surgeries, whether it be because their unhappy with themselve or by some horrible accident that happen. But for all those that get plastic surgery for the case of wanting to look even better looking & to attact more people. Then all I have to say is get a life. I mean come on if you look fine and everyone says u look find then chances are that u dont need surgery the enhance something that u already have going for you. Then there the people that become so obsess that they denie they had it done. I mean look @ heidi montag. Now she look a hot mess. She looked so much prettier b4. Another thing that annoys me is that there are doctors out there that will continue to let people have these surgeries even though they have a problem. They need to stop it cuz they r hurting them more if they allow them to go through with it. Now I'm not saying that plastic surgery is a bad thing. All I'm saying is that some go reason for surgeries & there r some dumb as ones.

Missisippi

Today on the radio I heard that a school down in the state of Missisippi canceled a school prom because a girl wanted to go in a tux with her lesbian girlfriend. So now a bunch of kids wont be able to go to their school prom all because the school board thought that it was wrong and cuz girls are not allowed to come school with girls. Let me just say that it a bunch of bull crap. I for one if I were that girl would ask the school board where is it in the rule that it says you can't go to prom with the same sex. I say the students should make there own prom somewhere else and say screw the school board for their lame excuse. They are just prejudice and need to enter this century.

Life

There are people that grow up never having to know what hard work is really like and grow naive to what life is really like. I for one look at these people whether I'm watch them on t.v or in real life and think "have they ever really experience life in the eyes of someone that doesn't have a lot money." The reason I bring this up is because I was watching this show last night and thought these people have been given almost everything and still act like teenagers. I understand that they may have not grown up with there parents or had the love that some other people that aren't rich have had, but these were grown adults acting a hot mess. I have meet people that were born with money and act really rude. But then I've meet people with money and act normal. I just hope for the people that were born with everything learn like the rest of us that life is not easy, but hard work.

The Twlight Saga

Anyone that hasn't been hiding under a rock knows about the The Twlight Saga and how it has become amazingly popular among all ages. I mean today I just read that online that the trailer is coming out tomorrow. And like last time I will be watching the trailer over and over again. Today I just finish watching a teaser and let me just say that I think that this movie is going to do much better then the first 2 movies, even if the last two grossed millions this movie should have more action and drama like in the book. I for one can not wait till the movie finally comes out and it reduces me into a teenager all over again.

Confused

Ever walk thru life and wonder what you want to do or know what you need or want. Well I one of thoses people that knows what she needs most of the time. But I for the life of me can't figure out what i want to really do. I like most Twenty somethings am confused as to what I want to do for the rest of their life. Some people walk though life and know what they want in life, while I walk and debate in my head. Which I know kinda sound weird, but it's how I feel sometimes. Even though I finished school for being an MA, I realize that it not something that I wanted to do for the rest of my life, but something that I needed to do fiancially. Hell, I'm still enrolled in school to be a PTA and I'm not even sure if I want to continue that route. But I look into the eyes into my many family members and see how proud that they are that I'm finishing my schooling and getting a second degree. SO maybe one day I will fill find what I want and just go after it.

Air traffic Control

Today on the radio as i was driving to work, I heard that in New York a father took his son to work with him. Nothing wrong with that, except that he aloud his son to give out instructions to the pilots. By the way the father works for air traffic control. The whole time that I was hearing this, I just thought Why? I mean seriously, what if the kid pronounce something wrong or just distracted the pilots. This is some serious stuff. I mean if this is the kind of stuff that is going to happen then I don't want to get in a plane. When the radio guy finished the story, listener called in. Listeners surprised me by saying it wasn't a big deal. But the more I listened, the more I found out that these people didn't even travel on planes often or at all. Now people are aloud to have there opinions, but I just had to disagree with this.

Chile

It's been days since the earthquake hit the country of Chile. Hundreds of people of have died and the stealing has now begun. It's amazing how people that normally wouldn't be caught stealing are now the one's stealing themselves. It just go to show what people are willing to do when there isn't clean water or food. But at the same time the good in people still come out in trying to help there neighbors.

Ones in charge

We all wake up go to work and come home. But as we're at work, we at times have bad days. I for one work tend to have a bad day even if i do what they ask me to do. Sometimes some of the worst people to work for is a doctor. They change there mind so often that it's hard to keep up. Then when they think that you out of ear shot or not paying attention they talk smack. I 'm not saying that i'm an Angel and that i don't do the same thing but it get fustrating. For me I have the personality that doesn't like to take order. And I'm sure that many of you don't like taking orders too. But I do it cuz it my job and the ecomomy suck ass. So I ask this what do you think of your job and of your boss?

Introduction

Hi to anyone that might read this. My name is Sophia Clueless. I'm new at the blogging and have wanted to try this out for the longest time. But things happen in life that just never gave me the time until now. With blogging I hope to express myself then i would in the real world. And when I say real world i mean WORK. Cuz i don't like filtering everything I say. Anyway the reason I chose my name was cuz i get so clueless and random sometimes that I though why not. The only real fact that i will give about myself is that I'm Puerto Rican and have 2 brothers.
Other than that it will come on its own. Thus, I hope to attract like minded people and be able to truly express myself.

P.S Anyone that does't like my grammer can kiss it.